Maybe I deserve this shit. Maybe I’m fucking destined for a life of loneliness and caring about people way more than they care about me. Maybe it’s just time to give up on everything. I don’t have anymore. I don’t know what to do I just want to feel like someone cares for once.
I think that when you have a connection with someone it never really goes away, you know? You snap back to being important to each other because you still are.
You get lonely, is what it is. A person’s not supposed to go through life with absolutely nobody. It’s not normal. The longer you go by yourself the weirder you get, and the weirder you get the longer you go by yourself. It’s a loop and you gotta do something to get out of it.